People are still asking me to have hope, to not give up. That i should continue praying, that God will sort it out. Maybe because of how things have happened these past six months, I am no longer very capable of being positive. Not one thing has come out with favorable results. They only tease and entice with false hopes, but eventually show the ugly truth, just like a cynical joke. Such a life is not worth living. All the forces conspire to delude you, trash you, and hurt you. They have taken my livelihood, now even those around me. I am one step from being stateless. A slow and methodical demolition of me as a man.
Hope is for the fortunate.
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