I don't know when I became such a pessimist. Quite the opposite in fact, I always thought I was overly hopeful, the ever optimist. I guess the past few months of my life changed all that. Now I have very low expectations of life in general and expect a very low-key wind down to this existence. I honestly do try to look on the bright side and stay positive, but it just seems like such a futile effort.
I see some glimmer of hope that looks encouraging but I know better now. I am wary of going too high, only to fall farther down.
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