I believe this is a BIG part of my daily life that sucks the energy outta me. Is it right for me to fear so much? Did loss of freedom, my independence, cause this?
Now i'm just a nervous wreck, fearful of moving, scared of living, panicking when i have to decide. Which is the right direction? When did i lose my confidence? How do i get it back? My compass is out of whack, broken. What seemed so straight, is now broad and crooked, meandering with a hundred ways to go. Every decision, every turn i make only seems to bring me closer to ruin.
I am scared, i have been scared for a while. Only my fear defines me now.
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