Alone

I don't recall having been really alone.

For over ten years, my household has sounds - rustling, humming, clanging, cooking, TV, talking. All of a sudden, its quiet. How do i accept this deafening silence? Who do i talk to, no one left nor right. No one will give me anymore time. I am alone, the rest have left. I would never abandon them this way, so why have they? What do you have to do to accept that no one gives a damn? Posting about this only serves to illuminate the obvious. Now that I've posted this, I can't bear to read it.

I think free reign might be a detriment to my health.